Silent

I have a silent dream
that sometime sails across
the patterns of my mind
but silence follows me
and dreams just disappear
and then I find myself
inside a silent tear

Sometimes a laugh to much
to hide the emptiness
to lose the loneliness
I'm not the laughing kind
I can't say anything
I really want to say
I guess I try so hard
I stumble on the way

I'm always finding love
when its not meant to be
What is reality?
and can it be defined
when you're a fool like me
its never really clear
so I have silent dreams
inside a silent tear